Bought the tickets, gonna pack my bag soon, and ready to go and have fun tomorrow. get out of here for a moment, and relax myself to the fullest. My brain is always dead, since past few days, feeling so full, bloated and sleepy. maybe that's why i couldn't study for my tomorrow's paper. it's only a test, but the thing is, i skip the lessons, didn't attend any of the lecture, hoping the thing will be easy, they said it is, but requires lots of thinking. which meant i gotta work my brain, but then its dead, numb, so how am i gonna study like that? erm... completely shut off, from those sleeps i just couldn't get enough of.
i skip lesson again, too tired to go to school, i don't know what will happen. is a workshop thingy where they say is compulsory, and cannot be missed. if only it's like last semester, where i can choose to come school or not, or miss the lectures and tutorial, i am and will be very happy, but of cos skip the exams.
But i gotta endure this, cos i haven't pack my bloody bag, which is very important. cos i don't like to do things last minute. and won't get to be home till evening, so why do i have time to pack my necessity etc?
i'm telling myself very hard to hang on, slurping my milk tea, hoping it can keep me awake. but why? the more i drink, the more sleepy i am? sigh... there's so many things to do, my time management failed again, it been a while since i felt this way. and i don't like it! i don't like the feeling of having so much things to do, and so little time to complete it. If only... my gf can help me pack my bag, but then again, i don't know what the things i want inside the big big bag... |
