Should i say a bad day or a good day? bad day b'cos i got a test today, and went to school late, haven't had my breakfast, but most importantly of all, quarrelled with my gf again, but thanks to someone who created an opportunity for us to be closer, to understand each other better, love each other more, and go through thick and thin together. after that incident, i felt that its hard for us to be apart, no matter what happen. Love to me, is just like the world is revolving around the both of us, and not surrounding others. that's my thinking. its about us, it's simply just everything of the both of me and her. everyone in the world can misunderstand me, and say whatever shit about me, i don't care, so as long as the words doesn't come out from your mouth, and i'm fine with it. its because of the words 'love', 'trust'. i often give someone the benefit of doubt, no matter what they said, cos its very simple, i just didn't wanna bother or know about anything anymore. things are not complicated if you can see it in abother way, for yourself, by yourself. just like i gave you the benefit of doubt last time, when you did the wrong things. But am i gonna tolerate all these nonsense?
What for, when the things doesn't concern us? doesn't concern me? what for, poke my nose into some stuff which turns out to be so complicated. my mind is tired, i hate all these games. just leave me alone and let me think for myself. i might pester you for answers, cos im curious but i don't see a need to lie, a need to be like this, cos i know i'm not, and you know that, and its enough. enough to end every conversations that we had. That's why i still love you. for the past coming 3 years, am i like this? is not worthwhile to gamble a r/s away just because of all these. and i'm not gonna be a fool for a second time again..
waiting to visit the doc...... |
